[She isn't herself sure of the distinction. There are a few false starts before she finds words again, and even then.]
All of these things are just - just - questions. With death, it's - if it isn't a trick then, it's as though the answers are wrong. The Church's answers, I mean, or, all the other answers to why men must die and what is a good life and what is not, isn't that so? If death is not death, then - then - well, I knew people who died and I thought I ought to pray for them and otherwise what will I do?
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[She isn't herself sure of the distinction. There are a few false starts before she finds words again, and even then.]
All of these things are just - just - questions. With death, it's - if it isn't a trick then, it's as though the answers are wrong. The Church's answers, I mean, or, all the other answers to why men must die and what is a good life and what is not, isn't that so? If death is not death, then - then - well, I knew people who died and I thought I ought to pray for them and otherwise what will I do?