[She catches on that even through the shock, maybe because of the shock. She wants to scream at him. How could you not do anything! He was my teacher! How could you be alive, you useless, you stupid - ! If I were there - ]
If I were there -! [Her own voice is a small, strangled little cry, like a mouse. It would've been different. Kain wouldn't have died. She wouldn't have let him.
It's too late now. She bunches her fists in her hair, shaking all over, her words swallowed in a wounded animal sound.]
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If I were there -! [Her own voice is a small, strangled little cry, like a mouse. It would've been different. Kain wouldn't have died. She wouldn't have let him.
It's too late now. She bunches her fists in her hair, shaking all over, her words swallowed in a wounded animal sound.]