[She wants to be braver, really she does - well - a part of her does, she's sure. She can't quite find that part right now. It's a terrible mess, in there.]

I - I have my bag, and my coat, and everything - I think, I can't tell everything by feel - but I have the water bottles.

[That's the most important part. She remembers. The desert has made it so she won't ever forget.]