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That's what she told me, too, about marriage. But worthy men aren't very easy to find! [It's a bit of nonsense, of course, all this, Steph being a real person and not someone in a story, and Zach being the same. But privately she cannot help but think that it would be very fine if they did marry, and she might as well put in her small share to that. It's practically her duty, since Zach has nothing else close to female relatives.

It isn't real touch, but her fingertips seem to tingle when she thinks that. Relative. She half-smiles all to herself, though she thinks he wouldn't be unhappy to see it.

And then she feels her face grow very hot at his question. Thank the lord, thank all the gods that she's too dark to show a blush!]

Well, it's that - a young lady with a man that she has this connection with, all by themselves -

[Kesara knows what sex is. She's not all that embarrassed by it as a concept. But this is Zach.]

So you think I'm worthy, huh? [The thought makes him smile - Kesara might be all tough and clever and often have better ideas than him, but there's so much of her that's still a kid, too. And she likes him, for some reason, think him better than he really is. It's...heartwarming, in a way.

And then, it's just awkward. Zach scratches his throat, trying his best not to laugh and not doing the best job at it.]

The world we live in, Kes - Steph and I, I mean, it's very different from yours. It's a lot less...there are less rules, about this. We're both adults - [consenting adults, but Zach isn't sure he wants to get into that -] and we're - I mean. Basically, we don't really have all of these thoughts on virtue and good standing and all this stuff. And - and the two of us being together, it doesn't take anything from Steph. It doesn't make her...I don't know what you'd call it, really, but it doesn't.

[Why is this his life, why, why.]

Of course I do. But she let you court - I mean date her, so she must think it too!

[Kesara blurts that out rather quickly, not because she doesn't believe it, but because she's still trying to come to grips with making her face stop feeling like it could melt the Norfinbury snow. Lord, Zach is laughing now. He's explaining all those things that would be terribly interesting maybe if they weren't also to do with all those other things that she is not supposed to be thinking about. Because if Zach has to explain then he and Steph are very very definitely no longer virtuous or in good standing and the more she thinks about it the more she feels like her brain is trying to flee to safety out through her ears.]

So - [She clears her throat and thinks about the important issues at stake here. Just the important ones.] It's, it's quite all right, I suppose, as long as it doesn't spoil her future prospects for marriage, I mean, I think you ought to marry her but it wouldn't be very good if you had to because she was in the, the family way and you would have to be - I mean.

[Please save her from this conversation, Responsible Adult.]

[Zach just. He can't take it anymore, he has to laugh and groan at the same time, hiding his face in his hands as he flushes and laughs and laughs - not in a mocking way, just as the only way he knows how to release his own awkward tension. Oh man oh god.

It takes him a while, but he sobers up, looking back at the camera with tears of laughter in his eyes.]

Okay, okay, sorry, it's just - okay. Nothing is spoiling her anything, okay, nobody's in the family way as you so delicately put it, so you don't have to worry about any of it, all right?

[Seriously, small child, stop talking about sex and marriage and pregnancies. Just. Don't. Kiddo. Come on. Don't do it.]

You just. Worry about your pass and all that, alright? I promise you, we're good, here. No spoiling of prospects.

[Zach, you are her dear snowbrother, but how very dare you laugh at her distress. Which is profound. Her hair would probably be standing on end if it didn't, well, do that naturally. For every moment you laugh her face is growing hotter, and she's starting to think it's going to explode.

Kesara is bad at not worrying about things.]

But you have to be careful of it! Because if she were, can you imagine a baby here? You'd have to find a crib - I saw one in this house, I have it in my notes - it also had some toys and other things, so it might not be so hard, but I think there was a ghost in that house and who knows how a ghost baby would feel about sharing. I shouldn't like to share my things if I were a ghost and someone else was putting a live baby in my crib.

[This is clearly going off-topic. Which is perhaps not such a bad thing considering the topic.]

I will try not to worry. Only, be careful, Zach. Think about that poor ghost baby.

[Holding a hand up to his mouth, Zach hides his grin behind it, trying his best not to embarrass Kesara. It still takes him a bit of time to get himself under control enough to reply.]

Let me swear to you, Kesara, that nobody is getting pregnant. That ghost baby can keep its stuff, okay? I swear.

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